Week Four

Journal Entry 13:
1. My plan for the month is to slowly begin to make a plan for my future, decide if I want to go to Miller-Motte, and call Appalachian or Greensboro.
2. My biggest time wasters are TV, books, and my phone
3. I am defiantly a pleaser I don't want to but I am
4. I rewrite my notes earlier
5.For a while I've been procrastinating not calling the colleges and painting, I haven't painted in a long time
6.My first block this week is my interview with Miller-Motte, then a test in English on Friday.
7. My fear is my fear of heights, I'm extremely scared of them and this fact makes me plan around avoiding escalators or air planes.
8. I don't let peer-pressure effect me but my mother and friends influence me, but in a positive way.
Journal Entry 14:
1.I love setting clear expectations, it helps me from getting my hopes up for things that are ridiculous and to work hard to get that.
2.Challenging myself. I always think that I can't do things, I say can't a lot, but I try my best to work hard to break these beliefs and challenge my self.
3.Say your sorry, is the best thing I can do, always admitting when your wrong helps you succeed.
4.Listening is a big thing for me my father is bad at hearing and its tough when you don't know if someone is listening or not. So listening helps you understand how other people feel and how you can help others.
5. I am always loyal to my friends they mean everything to me, so when loyalty comes in I can tell you there are very few things that mean more to me.
6.I love small acts of kindness, it reminds me that there is good in the world, that there's magic, and that life can be worth while.

Week Three

Eight

1.My mother makes a positive impact on my life. I like that she is very open minded and thoughtful. She always wants to help people and puts their problems ahead of herself.

2.I'm surrounded by my friends and family, we are hanging out eatting food and laughing.

3. I am terrified of heights but I would cross it for my family, friends, and pets.

4. If I could spend a day studying anything it would either be egypt, fairy tales, or Rococo art

5. I love to write, read, draw, paint, sing, dance, walk my dog, daydream, sleep, shop

6. I was deeply inspired at the biltmore estate a couple of summers ago, I just wandered through the halls thinking of all of the stories, the adventures, and the experiences that took place within those walls, at that moment all I wanted to do was write!

7. I think they would say that I am a really loud person thats always smiling and working to do what I think is right.

8.I think that a dog represents me, I am always trusting, always seem to be smiling and getting others to smile and all I want to do is laze around all day.

9. If I could spend the day with anyoene it would be Edgar Allen Poe, he was an amazing writer and there are so many mysterys behinde his death and life and I am so interested to know more about him.

10. Creative thinking,I'm artistic, good with words, I like working well with people and I am good at memorizing things.I also am good at speaking, writing,listening,singing, music, and I like to think that I'm pretty humorous person, even if people don't agree with me.

Nine

"We're all mad here." Alice's Adventures in Wonderland   

"What doesn't kill you simply makes you stranger." The Dark Knight

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return." Moulin Rouge

"This morning we all saw each other a certain way.....we were  brain washed." The Breakfast Club

"Don't dream it, be it." The Rocky Horror Picture Show

"Here's a curse, may all your bacon burn." Howl's Moving Castle.

Ten

My mission is to do something fun, something I love, and work hard to suceed. I really would like to do well and get in to a good college. But I want to have fun while I do it. I don't want to go to class and feel that I am stuck in a rutt bored and depressed. I would like to do something fun that doesn't feel like a total waste of time. After college I don't know what I want to do but I do know I want to write on the side. I love writing and I want to give others the escape I found within the pages of a book. I want to do something that will give interest people and it's a good outlit for my thoughts.

Eleven

Alot of the time I am labled as a loner, scene, emo, or just weird. I'm ok with these lables they don't bother me and I'm used to them. Emo and scene are genera's of music and it doesn't matter to me what others think.I never wake up in the morning and worry if I look 'emo' or if I go against the normal. I'm ok being myself and I am happy with who I am.

Twelve

My mission statement is to be happy. It doesn't matter what I do as long as I work hard and do what I can. My mission is to go to a college, not get stuck in a rutt, and to be who I am and have fun, no matter what I do. I'd like to keep the right kind of people around, the people who will be there for me no matter what, and treat them with the respect they need. I want to be a person who I can be proud of, and so can my parents.